cry, cry, cry

I have cried more in the past few days than in the past few months. I can say that I am officially depressed. Oh joy. One plus is that by being depressed, my anxiety is down. I was worried about this happening since I noticed through the years that when one is up, the other is down.

Chris is being a jerk, which shouldn't get to me as much as it is. The basis has to do with a little bit of money which he said he paid back. I don't care about the money that much but I do care about the principle. I am sick of being screwed over by people, especially him. Perhaps it is seasonal, he was a dick last summer too.

That started it in the morning. I went to Aldi for the first time because they seemed to have good prices. Didn't go so well because 1. I did not know you had to "rent" a shopping cart for a quarter and 2. they don't offer bags. I normally bring a cloth bag when I go shopping but did not this time, of course the one time I really needed it. I teared up a little in the store and thought that I should just leave. It's not even that great of a place, the prices are the same if you bought generic brand anywhere else. Now I know though. I still have to go to Meijer, but that will be done at night.

I am home alone until Monday. Leslie and Paul will hopefully come over tomorrow. Still waiting on word for the green.